Jason Elwyn CSI Cheryl JasJas RYL.net: November 2005

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Life of pain theory

There are 2 main sources that will lead to pain. They are DESIRES and the UNKNOWN. Everyone has unlimited desires, but have got limited satisfaction or utils on each desires. Example would be like food, no one could actually eat one same old food for the whole life time. Therefore if ones desires are unable to fulfill, there you go pain......depended on how much hope one has devoted on each desires. When one gets bored with each desires due to limited satisfacion as mentioned earlier, there you go pain again in seeking for alternatives, which may unattainable or none alternatives exist(feeling). As in one of the traditional chinese idioms has stated, "The higher ones hope has had, the higher the disappointment would get when hopes cannot be reached". However, this doesn't mean we shouldn't have hopes at all........somehow we need some hopes or else dreams will never come true. Unknown, the unknown of knowledge on certain affairs, things or matters. When some facts and outcomes are unknown by one, the one would have suffered pain. Same goes in human's unknown that desires are unlimited will lead to unlimited pain. It's possible that desires and unknown may make one suicide because of their weakling heart and unknown. All these phenomenon could be seen from pure children, why they cry? It's once again because of DESIRES and UNKNOWN. These could easily see because children cannot managed their DESIRES and UNKNOWN well enough. Conclusion, balancing DESIRES and UNKNOWN is important to control ones emotion.....EQ.

PS: Curiosity is not a sin, but we shall practice caution on it.........BEWARE~

Sunday, November 27, 2005

I'm the man......though it's not 100%*wink*

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

butterfly skillz....

Your Animal Personality
Your Power Animal: Swan

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Rabbit

You are passive, sentimental, and emotional.
You sometimes lack self-confidence, but you are creative and rational.
The Animal Personality Test

"New Blogskin"

SK in good mood changing new blogskin? NO~!!! My previous blogskin waz perfect T_T........tangan gatal lor like Jason said......I didn't even know how I screwed it up MAN~!!! Sad la.......anyway....it's back to normal now. Yes, previously it's abnormal at all.......part of the skin waz like contentz covered by white colour stuff....O_O" My holidayz seem bored, shud I go find a job? Wat job shud I look for? Where? Pyramid? Hm.....do not feel like work.......even I'm bored to death, hymph! I've just got "enough" working experience being working in Giant. These are my holidayz plan ^^ muahehe: sleeping, eating, reading, serving net.......rarely get involve in outdoor activities.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Lost Sense

It's bizarre.....to say that I've lost the excitement of mine towards games. I've been wondering why......I used to get excited when it came to game, full with interest in my mind. Now left nothing much than boredom, maybe I've already tired with those repeated same old game system. However, it's still worth while to play during leisure or just for fun. I was once thought that game is far more than just entertainment in the old dayz........it's just more than that.......I see competition, fame, desire, fantasy, dream in game especially when it appeared to have online games. Is not it quite funny? Yet people like me fell for it. Will ones mind corrupted by these technologies nowadayz or actually improving the society? I doubt for it........there would have quite alot of argument. Hmph....this is an unsolvable mistery ;P

Tuesday, November 22, 2005


Picz bac ta muh blog~! On the other hand.....I guess this pic az explained how'z muh 'olidayz been.......bored!! Posted by Picasa

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Euro Fun Park...

Weee.......I've gone to Euro Fun Park, some sort of fun-fair beside 1utama with my old pals. It's nice to go out with them once a while, I feel relax, happy, to meet everyone, confide past experiences, and of course entertainment. Afterall, this is one of those activities I've participated once in a bluemoon wif my "family" and the only activities which I go out for rather than just staying at home....all the time. I can throw all my nerves back on my head with them, even for awhile....that would be enuff. I enjoyed those moments with them, I would like to appreciate friendship with all my friends. Some people asked what is friend? The definition? For me, I would say some one who will care for you and knowing each other? I guess it is this simple......wat else people expecting for? Friendship is nominal.......it is not quantifiable but valuable n we shall appreciate it or someone'll regret being alone. I'm so looking forward for my next "family activities".

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Stress

Personal(family) or Job-related(as in studies for me) stress..........I've been stressing up in collecting rental fees from those BIG MOUTH tenants. I just cannot throw aside my duty, becuz tat's wat they intended to make me fed up in asking them to pay rental fees. Instead of just asking them paying rental fees, I've no idea wat can I do. Yes, I've got plans.....but how ta perform it? Police report.....heard it's not effective, besides, to which police station to report? Is it specified in which police station to report this kind of stuff? I just feel like there are much more for me to learn. Door-locking by chain......quite effective illegally? This evil plan waz never one of muh plan but a comment from experienced leasser. I'll just ask muhself before locking door...."...how do I know they all are out or not?". Haiz.....even they dun pay rental fees..wat can I do to evict them OUT of my house?! I think next time I shud be in change in choosing who the house lease to.....my father just.....made a wrong decision. Too bad muh daddy is sometime a bit too kind wif high tolerance(talking bout myself? sortof...Im his son wat)...ok...rental fees cut down....lower than a price TEN YEARS AGO and they cant afford to pay rental fees?!!! Sue them? Possible since they owing quite alot of money......problem is tat the lease contract was formed by myself.....it's not goin ta work in court(saved up $$$ for preparing a formal one by solicitor). I guess the ideal decision or action is police report........but........uncertainty leads to stress....wat shud I do in making police report? There are so many questions, besides......my father's in India.....I'm the eldest son of muh father ....eldest grandson of muh grandpa.....eldest grandgrandson of my father's grandma.......My mom, "You are useless, cant even collect rental fees? You must keep asking them to pay!".....well tat's wat I've been doin ...but it seems useless....yes...I'm useless T_T.....I nid solutions......anyone can gif me a hand to hold me from falling? Dun worry....I'm not too heavy, u r not goin to fall wif me ;D

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Cleaning roof top water container.....

Yesterday I was so...tired......able to sleep while sitting! Mom's alwayz like to find something ta do one.......complaining roof top water container may littering water(some water could be seen on ceiling)......so nid ta check wat's up there. Roof top was dark n hot like sauna naturally, couldn't see anything without torch light. I was scared then.....my imagination started to think of those unrealistic stuff like ghost? Later I've had to even clean up da whole container requested by mom.....all alone while my bro argued wif mom gone to college edi............container's water all released.......My heart was beating faster n faster while I was climbing up to the container........suddenly I thought of "Dark Water", wah....scary my 'bulu' all stand still le. Just imagined something must be inside it...corpse? Nah.....there's no extraordinary smell......so I thought of another second adventure movie "Indiana Jonez" opening a mistery coffin-do. It's dirty....cuz of stained materials...corrupted water...ew......we r using those water? I'm goin ta sick....psychological...or maybe abit of physically(No...still got one more exam to go). "Pelampung ball" waz not well functioning due to ages of 'services', got ta change. Pipe hole for allocating extra water waz missed place, where it's higher than water-in pipe wif a small hole there =.="........conclusion...the extra-water allocation pipe redundancy + malfunctioned 'Pelampung ball thingy' = water leaking n luckily not too serious.....haiz...the container is poorly structured wif sort of non-programmed decision(not jus hafta change pelampung, but oso extra water allocation prob) left for us(mom n me). According to management.....there's 3 wayz to resolve current outcome.......revise standards huh? taking actions or do nothing to it. Programmed decision, change a brand new 'Pelampung ball' n levied da water container to adjust the the extra water allocation hole so that it's lower than where water's coming into container. Phew...finally a project is done.....meantime bro just came back =.="......sk,"hei...go clean up those stuff up there....", while I was lying on sofa dreaming. After that, of course took a comfortably bath.....started to wash muh hair 1st.....as I used to be n wondering y muh hair just curled no matter wat shampoo I used................THE END

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Taman Didikkan Kanak-Kanak----TADIKA of Suria

Todai just attended my little devil brother's kinder garden graduation~! They were having graduation ceremony in Summit's Prime College. A chance for me to get to know the environment of Prime College....shopping environment~! Wat else? LOL......besides, I've also realized that my arts is LAME to compare wif a few fascinating pictures posted there....my drawings are not even half from theirs..wth......despite they were specialized in drawing but i tot my drawing skills is not bad, wat a shame >.< Well, back to tadika......bit upset that we JUST missed out my bro's dance......omg..we were just a few mins late wor.......haiz....fated one........luckily there were still some interesting dancing from other students......i like their move....^^.....especially buttshaking and jump jump jump hahaz.......not bad....wif kawaii costume.......later on was distribution of gra-cert and reward for da best academic bla bla bla(Devil deserved nothing...felt pity to him though his average is not bad)......quite boring....clapping...applauses...flashes from camera...chiak chiak clap clap........The End of Ceremony O_O"........Went ta fetch bro from back stage.....took a few pics.....TATA....byie....had lunch.....shopping a while....balik rumah.

Friday, November 11, 2005

Definition of blogging from my own point of view

To express your feeling.......another version of personal diary......share feeling wif others.......encouragement from each other......gossip......hobby.......chit-chatting.......get to know more frenz......create own bloggy.......communication.......essay writing.......to share experiences........share happiness n sadness.......share pictures.......entertainment........knowledge........and forth. So far tat's all.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Inner SK

Silent......patient......defending................there are still much more pain to be sent below...you cannot suffocate now............be strong sk.....be strong you got it? Sk - "Ok, no problem......".............neither relying pills, hard drinks, drugs or violent act.......but to fall into fantasy, dreams, hobbies.......and maybe luv...where they'll share your joy and tears.....how wonderful human life is?

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Make sentences using NUMBERs

You might like this.This is hilarious... even an Englishman could not construct sentences using numeric, which is exclusive only to Malaysians and Singaporeans.
Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10.Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1.This is what he came up with...
1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep.But the couple sawme, so I panic and 4 down.The man rush out and wanted to 5 with me.I run until I fall 6 and throw up.So I go into 7 eleven and grab some 8 to throw at him.Then I took a 9 and try to stab him. 10 God he run away.
So, I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 eleven.Next day, I call my boss and say I am 6.He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.He also asks me to climb a 3 and jump down.I don't understand, I so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.